LOCK AND KEY

 I find people very confusing sometimes. I've had 25 years of experience to feel that before you question me. It's so strange how we all go ahead and attach ourselves to a million things and then find it painful when we tug and the string pulls. It's like we've found comfort in this Limbo. We don't want life, we want limbo.

We have equalised our happiness with validation, only when a million different pople- coming from different places with completely different mindsets- will stamp on our life, will we allow ourselves to feel good. We've gone ahead and given people control of various aspects of our life and then we feel like life is either out of our control or worse uncontrollable. It's like being a puppet, but with the consciousness of being one. Who wants that?



We all suffer from "Society, friends and strangers". We suffer from their opinion on us. If we could've one power, we would want it to be the power to make everyone fall in love with us, or even more, for everyone to agree with out opinions and our logics. And just to give you context, there are 8 billion people on this planet. In your lifetime maybe you meet 10,000 people (I'm sorry I can't imagine numbers so idk if it's a correct estimate). But suppose you meet 10,000 people in your lifetime you'd be affected by 10,000 people. You'd be giving a part of your life's remote in their hands. You'd tie a string on your back and give it to them, to pull as they may. 

Isn't this post so exhausting? Imagine how exhausting this life is. This life that is totally out of your control, that you keep building but seek everybody's stamp on it. Every person no matter who he is, what he does. Sounds so stupid, right? Stop doing it then. Cut the strings, cut the cord that limits you from extending, free yourself and your life from these locks. You've the key. You're the key. Unlock the life you've always locked inside. Your happiness is in your pockets, maybe have a look?

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